Cual es la problema avec moi?

A minute ago I didn't know ..... but now I know!
Big lack of self esteem...... I don't know how I'm going to ignore it forever!!!!

I'm sure I've written about this "new guy" ..... on Saturday we went out .... it was a good day...... Sunday night it was amazing..... I don't know what made me like him so much...... but today I lost my feelings for him!!!! I don't know why......I think he didn't give me enough "signs" to let me know that he's into me.... so I got "turned off" ...... but now I told him I like quebec city..... and he said let's go there together.......and my feelings came back?!

wtf?!

conclusion: all I need is a sign to see someone is interested >> leads me to fall in love..... equally what leads me to fall out of love is lack of attention!!!!

What shall one do?

To be continued......