In my dreams....
I had a dream in which I was signing a 3 months contract with my dream job!!!! :( I'm gonna try to call them tomorrow and see what happened.....
PS on a completely different note...... sometimes we do things not because we are bad people, but because of a lack of experience, and uncertainty .... as human beings we have curious minds....
Call me crazy but yesterday I went out with my "x"'s mom for breakfast which was nice and at the end we said maybe next time all of us (including my "x") can go for breakfast......
8 hours after I went out with this guy who I had known from school...... he's the funniest guy ever.... he's so nice and completely the type that I can easily get along with.... he's really cute too..... but he doesn't have a job ..... and he's 31... if he had a stable full-time job I may have considered him...... he showed a lot of interest but I was unsure.....
today I am going out with another guy.......he has mesaged me on facebook and I have decided to go out with him for coffee....
why am I doing this? To explore my feelings and where I stand with myself..... last night when I was waiting for him suddenly I thought about the first time that my "x" was late and how I almost left lol...
I was thinking that you should always be firm with your feelings.... if you don't like something you should let the other person know that it's not ok..... I did that at the beginning of my relationship.... but over time it faded away because I cared more for him....... but when I think about it that shouldn't happen and you should stay firm with your beliefs (yes, it sounds like I'm going to be a real bitch in my next relationship lol)
anyways..... let's see what happens.... I'm not expecting anything.....just exploring and experiencing....
PS on a completely different note...... sometimes we do things not because we are bad people, but because of a lack of experience, and uncertainty .... as human beings we have curious minds....
Call me crazy but yesterday I went out with my "x"'s mom for breakfast which was nice and at the end we said maybe next time all of us (including my "x") can go for breakfast......
8 hours after I went out with this guy who I had known from school...... he's the funniest guy ever.... he's so nice and completely the type that I can easily get along with.... he's really cute too..... but he doesn't have a job ..... and he's 31... if he had a stable full-time job I may have considered him...... he showed a lot of interest but I was unsure.....
today I am going out with another guy.......he has mesaged me on facebook and I have decided to go out with him for coffee....
why am I doing this? To explore my feelings and where I stand with myself..... last night when I was waiting for him suddenly I thought about the first time that my "x" was late and how I almost left lol...
I was thinking that you should always be firm with your feelings.... if you don't like something you should let the other person know that it's not ok..... I did that at the beginning of my relationship.... but over time it faded away because I cared more for him....... but when I think about it that shouldn't happen and you should stay firm with your beliefs (yes, it sounds like I'm going to be a real bitch in my next relationship lol)
anyways..... let's see what happens.... I'm not expecting anything.....just exploring and experiencing....
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