Az azaabeh jaaddeh khasteh, naresideo resideh....

از عذاب جاده خسته




نرسيده و رسيده



آهی از سر رسيدن



نكشيده و كشيده



غم سرگردونی هامو



با تو صادقانه گفتم



اسمی كه اسم شبم بود



با تو عاشقانه گفتم



با تنم دردی اگه بود



بی رمق بود اگه پاهام



تازه تازه با تو گفتم



اگه كهنه بود دردام



من سرگردون ساده



تو رو صادق می دونستم



اين برام شكسته اما



تو رو عاشق می دونستم



تو تمام طول جاده



كه افق برابرم بود



شوق تو راه توشهء من



اسم تو هم سفرم بود



من دل شيشه ای هر جا



هر شكستن كه شكستم



زير كوهبار غصه



هر نشستن كه نشستم



عشق تو از خاطرم برد



كه نحيفم و پياده



تو رو فرياد زدم و باز



خون شدم تو رگ جاده



نيزهء نم باد شرجي



وسط دشت تابستون



تازيانه هاي رگبار



توی چلهء زمستون



نتونستن ، نتوستن



كينهء منو بگيرن



از من خستهء خسته



شوق رفتنو بگيرن



حالا كه رسيدم اينجا



پر قصه برا گفتن



پر نياز تو برای



آه كشيدن و شنفتن



تو رو با خودم غريبه



از غمم جدا می بينم



خودمو پر از ترانه



تو رو بی صدا می بينم



كی صداتو داد به مهتاب ؟



مهتابو كی برد از اينجا ؟



اسمتو كی داد به خورشيد ؟



خورشيد و كي داد به ابرا ؟

Ok, I admit.....it's that time of the month..... but I don't think it has anything to do with my mood...... I went to an interview for my dream job...... I now have to wait and see what happens...... I want to be positive...... but since all my important interviews have gone bad I can't help but to be stressed out..... Can I really trust that my dream will come true? I have decided not to think about it.... but I'm currently depressed..... In fact, I was so stressed out after the interview that I thought there would be no point to.... if I don't get this job..... but now I feel better.... I don't feel good...... but I don't feel as bad......I just feel indifferent...... I went and saw him when I was there..... and I didn't feel anything for him... I hope that I am not back to my indifferent mood.... the one that I had 3 years ago... the one that I tried so hard to change.... but that's how I've been feeling for the past few days..... nothing makes me happy..... nothing makes me sad..... I'm just :-| .... I don't care about falling in love..... I just care about this job..... that's all.....   p.s. I have a confession to make: ok maybe things aren't so bad...... I saw this 36+ years old guy who was apparently married, but so charming on the airplane...... I was so attracted to him..... he wasn't even persian.... that's what I want.... an older/ wiser guy.......I'm tired of all the games..... I really am!!!! But first things first.......