WTF is wrong with me?

Nothing!

I mean maybe anyone in my shoes would do the same thing!

So after having convinced myself to try to let go etc. all of a sudden he sends me a message that kind of ruins me and takes away my assurance of having made the right decision!

Ok, I'm still agreeing with my previous decision which was to slowly move on... but what he wrote was so cute that it kinda threw me off.....

BUT DON'T WORRY..... Even though I sent him my new pics (in a way to remind him that he did in fact forget my birthday again ......and.... sorry to say this but to make him a little jealous..... which I shouldn't be doing if I'm in the "moving on mode").... and I just sent him a love song.... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kG3ZaA1wB5I

Ok..... it may seem that I've gone crazy but trust me I haven't ....... I just wanted to see his reaction.... if there will be a reaction!

So this is kind of what he wrote:

"You are a lucky woman. I came to a club due to peer pressure. Many girls asked me to dance with them. I sat at the bar and told them to literally f*** off.....let's face it...... if you could convince me to be your man...somene who scored the last 3 winning goals in an intense soccer game between all the players in the city.... to be your man........ which you did... you could make anyone to be your man.... I just tell girls to f*** off here"

OMG..... I mean come onnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.......is this the sweetest line or what? It should be a line in a movie!!!

I had a weak moment...... but I will make better decisions tomorrow....... that's a promise! :)

g ngt.....

PS my birthday was amazing...... all my friends came and all went well...... and then I went to whistler........which was fun/fine.... great memories........ :) :)

SO THANKFUL......THANK U GOD

PS I'm planning to not go out with the guy that I went on a second date with..... I probably will do that tomorrow as well

PS The guy that told me he can't make it to our date 2 weeks ago has msgd me again saying he was really sick and that he wants to meet up..... guess what I'm gonna do?

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WRONG! I'm not going out with him anymore. I just need to gather my thoughts.... CAREER = MY FOCUS! I don't want any guys at the moment..... unless they are really really really close to being "the one"