Screw waiting....... I want to be chosen!
Sometimes you can't know everything based on what you read in the books! You gotta go out there and experience it....
I think that I'm becoming more and more mature as the days pass by because I am allowing myself to experience all these new things which are so far very exciting! I am trying not to be afraid....
Believe it or not, I am almost like more than 80% over HT. Yes, he's still in my heart and in my mind but at the same time I am convincing myself that it will not work! Yes, I believe that he did love me in his own very very verrrrrrry strange way. At this point, I am not willing to accept that kind of love.
I think that I deserve better.....
I read somewhere that soul-mates are not people who support you. They challenge you and make you get out of your comfort zone, and it's not always "live happily ever after"..... they help you grow as a human being...... which made me wonder about whether I can consider him my soul-mate?!! You know, if you asked me this a few months ago, I would say with certainty that he is! I had really decided that I am going to like him despite all the things that I didn't like about him.......despite how he made me feel about myself (which was bad!)...... but then now that I'm a bit more mature (yes, I am growing up fast! :) ) I realize WHY on earth would I want to do that? What am I getting in return? Why put up with all the head ache?!!!!
Love what Dr. Owens said: "Screw waiting! I want to be chosen!!!" What a great realization!!!
I think that I'm becoming more and more mature as the days pass by because I am allowing myself to experience all these new things which are so far very exciting! I am trying not to be afraid....
Believe it or not, I am almost like more than 80% over HT. Yes, he's still in my heart and in my mind but at the same time I am convincing myself that it will not work! Yes, I believe that he did love me in his own very very verrrrrrry strange way. At this point, I am not willing to accept that kind of love.
I think that I deserve better.....
I read somewhere that soul-mates are not people who support you. They challenge you and make you get out of your comfort zone, and it's not always "live happily ever after"..... they help you grow as a human being...... which made me wonder about whether I can consider him my soul-mate?!! You know, if you asked me this a few months ago, I would say with certainty that he is! I had really decided that I am going to like him despite all the things that I didn't like about him.......despite how he made me feel about myself (which was bad!)...... but then now that I'm a bit more mature (yes, I am growing up fast! :) ) I realize WHY on earth would I want to do that? What am I getting in return? Why put up with all the head ache?!!!!
Love what Dr. Owens said: "Screw waiting! I want to be chosen!!!" What a great realization!!!
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