Reminder.....

This is probably going to be the last post here for a while.....

I think I acted out in confusion and now that I have set up a date w this PHD guy I don't even want to go out with him! I realized that I want to go out with someone who will take care of me and that's how I am going to be attracted to them!

And, although I have already met two people who fit under that category (i.e. have jobs), and my other requirement (i.e. having been here for a long time), I'm not attracted to them!

Which makes me add a 3rd requirement: they have to be muscular! lol ...... no seriously :D ..... and I have to like their jobs :-".......and they have to be persian!

ps. I just had a dream about him, which was me crying my eyes out because he had left the country without saying goodbye to me although we were in the same house while he was packing...... he just....... forgot!
(In reality, he has gone on a trip to montreal and I'm worried about him but don't want to call him..... and don't want to care!)

As I had mentioned in my last post, I will try to focus on job hunting again! I'm gonna be a little unstable for the next 10 days or so but I promise to get myself together after that! :)