Analyze this!
I'm trying to analyze my feelings as they are quickly changing by the different events that are happening around me!
To give you an update: I had decided to go out with two different guys. One tonight, and one tomorrow night. When I made this decision at first I was fine with it. Then I was going to cancel both thinking that's not really what I want. What I want is a job (As I had mentioned in my previous posts). But then I decided to go along with it to see how I would feel about it. I have nothing to lose! I just want to see how I would feel about dating someone new.
Anyways, to make the story short, the first guy cancelled. We were supposed to meet at 7 and he txts me at 2 saying he is sick and he can't come. Then I realize that I have lost tolerence for this kind of behaviour because it's not the first time this is happening! I had made the same kind of arrangement with another friend who cancelled in the last minute, whom I forgave but he did it again! Maybe it's just not something that I can do at the moment.
Anyways, with the second guy that I am meeting tomorrow, he suggested a few places and I said no to all of them (even though I had told him that he can choose the place lol) and finally told him where I'd like to go, which he said ok to but ended the conversation there (as an over analyzer, I'd think that he's not happy about me saying too many nos to him and he's trying to see what kind of a weirdo I am tomorrow..) lol ....
And then there is this other guy who is introducing me to his manager so I can have an informational interview with him. To be honest, I am not head over hills excited about it since he's a financial advisor (not something / some place I want to work).... but I am going anyways. So I just thanked him without showing any enthusiasm. And I think he kind of got upset since I did not really sugar covered the whole thing. Such as saying how he is doing/how his day is going, how his holiday was. LOL .....I don't really know this guy. He's a friend of my bro whom I've met twice and talked to for less than 15 min in total. So excuse me if I have nothing more exciting to say/ask you! :)
Conclusion: I'm perfect, and they are all crazy........... just kidding ;)
To give you an update: I had decided to go out with two different guys. One tonight, and one tomorrow night. When I made this decision at first I was fine with it. Then I was going to cancel both thinking that's not really what I want. What I want is a job (As I had mentioned in my previous posts). But then I decided to go along with it to see how I would feel about it. I have nothing to lose! I just want to see how I would feel about dating someone new.
Anyways, to make the story short, the first guy cancelled. We were supposed to meet at 7 and he txts me at 2 saying he is sick and he can't come. Then I realize that I have lost tolerence for this kind of behaviour because it's not the first time this is happening! I had made the same kind of arrangement with another friend who cancelled in the last minute, whom I forgave but he did it again! Maybe it's just not something that I can do at the moment.
Anyways, with the second guy that I am meeting tomorrow, he suggested a few places and I said no to all of them (even though I had told him that he can choose the place lol) and finally told him where I'd like to go, which he said ok to but ended the conversation there (as an over analyzer, I'd think that he's not happy about me saying too many nos to him and he's trying to see what kind of a weirdo I am tomorrow..) lol ....
And then there is this other guy who is introducing me to his manager so I can have an informational interview with him. To be honest, I am not head over hills excited about it since he's a financial advisor (not something / some place I want to work).... but I am going anyways. So I just thanked him without showing any enthusiasm. And I think he kind of got upset since I did not really sugar covered the whole thing. Such as saying how he is doing/how his day is going, how his holiday was. LOL .....I don't really know this guy. He's a friend of my bro whom I've met twice and talked to for less than 15 min in total. So excuse me if I have nothing more exciting to say/ask you! :)
Conclusion: I'm perfect, and they are all crazy........... just kidding ;)
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