Something related to #4 in the previous post.....

I'm currently in a happy mood.... but......I was thinking today about HIM and I was trying to decide whether or not I was really and truely in a verbally abusive relationship....The problem is that I have a vague idea of the things that he said and the things that he did and I don't quiet remember how often it was and how better it got after I confronted him (because yes, at one point I did tell him that he's verbally abusing me and he just shut up and didn't say anything... I remember asking for the bus schedule after and he quietly helped me figure it out and then went to sleep...) .... if my relationship stayed that way I'd have left him (I think)..... but he got much much nicer (from what I remember) and even though we had fights they weren't all because of him verbally abusing me....

I only spent about 2 months with him after I told him the problem.... and I remember him getting much much better (again, I think)........ but he still had the crazy quality of randomly saying something super mean to me after every time that we had a good time...... I wish I could talk to a psychologist about his problems...... and perhaps my problem of liking him lol.......

anyways.... I don't want to be in an abusive relationship.......that's all....I think I deserve much better!

Thanks for reading this.....Have a good night :)