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  Anyways..... I was just singing this in my head and I decided to to find it the lyrics and paste it here...   Went to a party last night to meet up with old friends.... but then they all came late and I ended up having to dance with this really tall guy who was good looking but at the same time he was way too immature and talkative...... I should also mention that he was a PHD student.....I started dancing with him just for the fun of it.... but then he started talking and talking... and stopped dancing!!! I was just there to dance..... he added me on FB ... hope that he doesn't think I liked him...... On the other hand, there's this other guy who is kinda really cute... who I got to dance with after I ran away from the talkative guy..... he's not that tall and he wears glasses.... really geeky looking... but at the same time he's really funny, calm, and cool.......   But at the end of the day, I was thinking I don't like the first guy. The second guy is too popular to try anything with (specially since he saw me dancing with the first guy!!! He might've thought I'm interested in him... but I wasn't!!).....so nothing will happen with the second guy. And if you are thinking about WT* happened to HIM (the guy that I have been talking about for the past year or so.... HT) ..... I should say that I'm talking to him much less... even though I did send him and his parents a card for the new year.....   I'm just trying to move on.. and JUST BE for a while......   :) ......   I've been at peace for about 2 weeks now......I'm too relaxed! need to find a job.... they didn't call me back after the interview so I guess I didn't get that job...it was a low job anyways......   Good news is that I now know what I want to do..... I want to be a financial analyst!!! YAY..... wish me luck :)