A realization/"glimpse" of thought....

I was thinking that I am better than what I think I am!

People like me and I should start getting used to it!

99% of the time after a conversation, I leave feeling that the person really liked me.... so why am I doubting myself?

I have so much respect for myself, people have a lot of respect for me..... so why did I ever allow someone who disrespects me get so close to me?

Why did I feel like I deserved to be treated like that? Even if it's true and I deserved it (or so I think), many people are proving me wrong, so why should I not agree with them?

People see in me what I can't see in myself, there must be something there, and I gotta start believing that! Instead of allowing someone to look down on me the way I look down on myself....

Anyways, I'm trying to be a better person..... I am trying to improve....and the last thing I need is having someone negative around me!

God: show me the way......ehde nasseratal mostaghim, seratal lazina an amta alayhem, ghayrel maghzoobe alayhem, va lazzaalin!

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