Hello again....

Well, I've come to realize that there is really no point in complaining here...... that's not gonna help with anything!

3 months has passed and I haven't received a single call for an interview..... ask me how I am feeling? I'll let you take a guess

It's like Joey in friends asking god "Why are you doing this to us?" every time one of them turned 30..... it's inevidable!

Oh well, I can honestly barely feel the motivation to apply for any jobs.... it's so hard! I need at least a glimplse of hope......

I think the last time I wrote here was about me and him..... we are still the same..... I forgot and forgave as usual... and we are texting each other now a bit more often..... actually it's kinda cute what happened..... a bit more than a week after he said what he said and I wrote him an email one day he texted me and asked me to call him (wow!!! how exciting........ not.... lol) ..... and I told him I can't since I was watching tv.... he said a few more things and then said again he really wished I would call him..... :D ... so I did.... my friend there had told me to move on and she had told other people that she doesn't really like him....... and he had found out.... and was telling me about it..... and I told him that I already know..... and he said she has no right to interfere in other people's relationship!!!! That we still text and talk and things may be complicated but she has no right to tell me what to do!!!! Don't you get it? He does consider us as two people that are in a relationship! Isn't that great? lol

Anyways......I'm gonna go continue with my depression....... I sometimes listen to music and it really helps!!! Like a lot!!!! lol ok ciao for now