Going crazy!

Can I somehow connect our FIRE ALARM to my e-mail so that I can get notified right away when I recieve an e-mail from her, with an invitation to an interview of course! I promise not to get scared and jump up and down from joy instead!!!!! aaaaah..... I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT THIS JOB I CANT WAIT ANYMORE!!! It's almost 4 o'clock on that side of the country and something tells me that I won't hear from her until tomorrow, if ever :((((((( My heart hurts!!!! He tells me that it's obviously not from stress.... what do I have to stress about? I said: Are u kidding me? I have never been more stressed out in my life!!! Well, that may be a lie.... I remember being stressed out all summer before I got my acceptance into university.... but this is the second time! I was telling my dad yesterday I would only wish to be able to see the future 3 times in my life: 1) After highschool to see if I will be attending university the next year 2) After University to see if I will get a good job the next year 3) After getting married, to see if we are getting along the next year..... Am I being selfish here? All I worry about is me, me, me!!!!! God, show me the way...