GOING CRAZY

Trying to stay positive and apply for as many jobs as possible..... so far nothing! It's been 2 months since I came back...... I'm gonna lose my mind soon if I don't find a job!!! But I will......I know I will........ Whether you think you can or you can't you are right! This is an exciting month... I'm going to apply for a few more government jobs including my dream job by the end of this week and I will know by the end of this month or even sooner if I'll even be considered for any of them since their hiring process has many stages and the first one is to write a basic test which is supposed to take place within the next few weeks...... I feel like I've had enough of this place.... maybe it's just because of the fact that I don't have a job.... maybe it's because my "bf" is on the other side of the country.... or maybe it's because I think I'm getting old and want to experience living somewhere else..... I don't know what it is.... but I want to be somewhere else! Man aan mojam ke aaraamesh nadaaram Be aasaani sare saazesh nadaaram Hamishe dar gorizo dar gozaaram Nemimaanam be yek jaa.... bigharaaram!