Different?

Ok... I know, as someone who has done a Masters degree, that we, who decide to pursue a higher education, do tend to be a little bit different than the others... There tends to be two groups of us: First: Those who get to where they do through cheating. Second: Those who actually study. I don't care if that turns this group into a geek, the point is that as one of these people we HAD to study otherwise how would we EVER get to where the first group did if we did not have the answer to the questions on the exams and assignments? I admit that there's a VERY SMALL group of people who don't cheat and are smart enough to get good grades with studying a little bit. But this group, as I wrote in big letters, is a SMALL group. The point is, once you fall into the second group, as I did, we tend to not be very socialize people. Or even if we are, which I like to think I am, we are not party animals. Maybe I should put the second group into 2 groups: A) Those who just study..... and do just that. and B) Those who study, realize that their life sucks, hence they drink. In this case, I fall into group A. Anyhow, I went to a halloween party last night and I realized how different I am from the others. I mean these people get drunk and start making out with random strangers. When did that ever become a norm? Was I just borne yesterday or do these people fall into another "cool and smart" group that I just don't know about. I did not like what I saw. I am fine with the way I am and I'm not going to become one of thoes fake people that tries to "fit in" by puting on a mask. I'm sorry but that's just not me!!! I guess I am not cool. However, in my defense, the ONLY person that I really knew was my brother. The others were all strangers to me except for a very few whom I had said hi to a few times before. I think taking what I just said into consideration I did pretty well.... People lately have been emphasizing a lot on how I have an accent. This used to be something that I liked but I'm not sure if I was just lying to myself or if it's really true. It's time to change (if I can). I had fun last night before the start of the party only becaues I really enjoyed puting my halloween custom together. Can't say I had fun at the party because I am not a party person specially when it comes to going to a party where i don't know anyone. Don't get me wrong. I love parties when there are at least a few people who are my friends and stick by me....... specially persian parties where I get to dance a lot..... Anyways.....we went to bed at 4:30 am and woke up at 10 so I'm pretty tired right now (11:30 pm) and need to go to LALA I bet you that I will snap back to the reality once I wake up in the morning..... but for now I'm still in my halloween mood....... GOOD NIGHT :)