Saving Hope

That's my all time favorite TV show! I can't believe how amazing it is..... I feel like the way I feel about HT is exactly how the "lady doctor" feels about her fiance who went into coma..... he likes her as much as she likes him.... I can't say the same thing about HT.... Whenever I'm around him he brightens up my world... but at the same time there are so many things that I'm confused about that I can't let myself feel anything..... I feel and don't feel at the same time...... Honestly, nothing matters to me until I find a job.... for now I am a no body, and no one, especially not a med student wants to go out with a nobody!!!!! I will consider my options when I get a job.....for now I feel like I'm a bum on the street with a Masters degree!!!!