Delam gerefteh ast......

52 hafteh pish shabeh jomeh..... 365 roozeh pish roozeh saturday.... man oono didam...... az hameh chi kalaafam..... khaste shodam..... shayad be khatere ine ke oon vaghte maah hast! ma'moolan vaghti delam migireh samte chap, zireh ghalbam dard migireh.... vali in dard hamisheh zood khoob mishod.......alan 10-12 roozeh keh gerefteh... nemidoonam az stresseh ya che margameh! Haalaa ham emrooz pelkam shoroo kardeh be zadan.... in yekio midoonam az stresseh! fe'lan ke khoob shodeh......vali oon dard baaes mishe ke natoonam beram boddoam.... hafte digeh miram doctor..... dige khaste shodam..... omidvaram chize jeddi e nabasheh...... kholaaseh emrooz salgard bood......va darigh az yek text message/zang az tarafeh oon.... man behesh goftam......vali oon javabi nadad....... aslan nemidoonam maa chi hastim..... delam mikhad behesh begam delam barat tang shodeh vali che faydeh? oon ke fe'lan oonjaasto vazeh maa ham ke maloom nist..... hamash yek alaamateh soaaleh bozorgeh! man bayad avval khodam taklifamo ba khodam moshakhas konam......fe'lan bayad kar peida konam..... poole student loanamo pas bedam..... KHODAYA: komakam kon ye kaareh khoob peida konam..... hame ghosse haam baa peida kardaneh kaar az beyn mireh..... ghol midam! dashtam be ye chizeh digeam fekr mikardam...... man ta 3 saaleh digeh baayad ezdevaj konam..... tarjihan taa do saaleh digeh vali max 3 saaleh digeh!!!! I have to find a job now so I can go on maternity leave in 3-4 years..... I also want to go to Europe before I get married/have kids lol... but I want to go there with "the one".....whoever that may be..... :)