Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Friday, February 03, 2012

MAD

I'm so mad at him......

1) He didn't remember my birthday and I think it's ok because he's a guy...... but he didn't even apologize.......and even that's ok because he's busy with school

2)I went to see an apartment FOR HIM today..... I had sent him the addresses before to tell him where they are.....and by mistake when I was writing him an email to see how the apartments were I mentioned the name of a mall that's so far from where he's looking for a house.... and he replies to me......not only does he not thank me for going all the way to the other side of the town to see these apartments FOR HIM...... he send me an e-mail in capital bold letters saying "why would you go to see apartments in a place where is so far from where I want to get an apartment"....... as if I'm an idiot......


I'm so mad at him...... it seems like nothing is ever good enough for him...... even when I make him food he always complains about something....... I get him..... and I'm so patient with him...... but I don't know why...... I've always told myself to not go out with someone who treats me less than they would treat a queen...... I don't know why I would lower my standards for him...... maybe because I know deep down inside he doesn't mean it........ I guess I still have to get to know him A LOT more......

valentine's day is coming up and he's not here..... this is the first time after 26 years of my life that I actually have someone in my life for valentine's day..... but he's not here...... maybe when I'm 27 I'll be finally able to celebrate that day with someone....... I believe in love........ I think that's my problem......

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