And 5 years after..... history repeats itself

I'm still as insecure as I was 5 years ago...... this time I don't think there's any hope....... There are some things that I can't change about myself..... god made me this way...... even if I'm different that's just how it is..... nothing I can do about it...... so much to be thankful for...... this is not even that big of a deal.... it might just mean that I won't ever be with anyone.... but who knows...... only time can tell.......

My baby is back... I had missed him so much.....it's so sad that I'm so busy that I can't spend time with him...... I have to make time! God help me.......