must make a plan......

I wanna be like them...... not all of them.....the ones that are good.....

My problem is that I think they're fake..... I don't want to be fake.... there's a small percentage of them that seem to be perfect.... I want to be one of those, but I can't be like them caz I've had a different past......

I can't change the past but I can change the future....
I shouldn't want to be one of them, I should just try to be a better version of myself.....

And I'm sorry if I'm hurting this new guy's feelings......in my opinion he's just too negative, and I can't be around people like that....

I know that I've always said that I like helping people, I've even said that I'm attracted to guys that are a bit needy..... there was something missing....... definitely what he was wearing did NOT help. Guys, please do not wear sandals or flip flops with pants. They only look nice with shorts!!!

He's actually a nice person. Just not what I'm looking for......

Must change my focus before I go crazy.....

Must make new plans......