It's a constant battle.....

In my mind there's a constant battle....one side of it wants me to start hanging out with non persians again when I go back to school so I can overcome all my fears of being around non-persians......the other side of me thinks that's super boring and wants me to hang out with persians....

PS

Maybe there's a reason why I'm more at peace these days......
I finally accepted the fact that I live in another city....that's why it takes me 2 hours if I want to go see my friends.... and my friends thought that I was weird for traveling all this distance to see them and come back :-|.....the truth is that I do too, I just did it since it was part of my routine back in the days that I worked there.....but now that I don't anymore it kind of is ridiculous to travel all this distance just to see them for an hour and then come back!

I have no idea what I'm doing these days.... I WANT SOMETHING BIG TO HAPPEN....SOMETHING GOOD.....SOMETHING EXCITING.... THAT'S MY WISH..... I'LL B W8ING FOR IT :)