Thanks for letting me be strong......


Thanks for helping me be strong.....

It's hard to say "no" to someone that you're trying to "forget" when they ask you if you want to go to a club in a smaller group with them... I mean what I should have said was "F YOU" .... just because of the fact that he creates confusion in my head...

If at one point we were trying to be something and it didn't work out and now I'm trying to be ok with seeing him in public he shouldn't try to push things by asking me specifically if I'd like to go clubbing with him and them after we have dinner.....specially when 2 of "them" are 2 people that I think he has a f*cking crush on!!!!!!!!!!!

Life doesn't have to be so complicated

I am thankful

Trying to shift my focus......

Trying to help myself........

I have a feeling it's time to get help.......