The words that I will always remember

Which means that I don't have to write it down here caz it'll stay in my memory forever.... but just wanted to write it here

"in ehsasati ke to dari ettefaaghan kheyli ghashangan....vali man donbaleh hamchin chizi nistam.... ageh bekham gf begiram mikhay bahash aroom basham.... hoseleyeh in chizaro nadaram"

harki oomad too zendegim
mibordamesh ta asemoon
ye rooz mishod rafighe raah
farda vaasam balaayeh joon
nemishe ghalbe ashegho
be daste har kasi sepord
nemidoonam bad miovord
ya goole sadegisho khord

i'm feeling much better than i was a few days ago since I haven't talked to him...... at first it was really hard as u can probably see from my posts... but now I'm getting over it...... I'm actually kinda stressed about my exams so don't have time to think about all the many things that can make me upset such as me being hopeless about ever finding a bf, about ever being who I wan't to be because I know that I can't be complete if I don't get the chance to experience love, + missing my family... i never thought it'd be this hard..... I don't want to think about it but I miss them so bad... the only people that will listen to you and love you is your family.......

I'm so thankful for being able to overcome the bad feeling that I had last week.... hopefully everything's gonna be all right......