Sooooooooooooo thankful
After a very very verrrrrrrrrrry long time guess what? I AM HAPPY
I'm back in my comfort zone! YAY
SO THANKFUL...... something happened yesterday that was like a wind that took away all the gray and black clouds that I had on top of my head! IT WAS AMAZING..... This is not to make you jealous but to encourage you to go on
Number one thing that you MUST realize is that NOTHING is EVER as BAD as it SEEMS to be...... absoloutely nothing...... it takes TIME to realize that what seems to have been the worst episode of your life was not really that bad AT ALL..... at the time it seemed like the worst thing..... but now that you look back it was just something that had to happen.. an experience to help you grow....to help you become who you are today..... the key point is to NOT get STOCK... please help yourself move on.... because if you do decide to LET GO GOOD things will COME BACK to you!
It's good to get out of your comfort zone to try new things.... even though it might be very painful because it's just something that you haven't really experienced but you do want to experience it... so you tell yourself YOU HAVE TO GIVE IT A SHOT.... and when you do and it doesn't work out it seems to be the end of the world.... but guess what? It's NOT the END of the world.......it's only the beginning..... it was just a test...... to make you stronger!
I think I've been sad/depressed for the past 2 monthes..... but now I feel like it's over...... and one more thing....... you get rewarded for trying! Isn't that awsome? It's like all those asian movies that have been made where they ask a person to go and fight with the monsters or whatever but they get a big reward after they pass the test......it's just like that!
I must say though..... the sad part of it all is that I was kicked out of the love zone for wanting to be madly in love..... he's mature......he thinks I'm moody and he can't deal with my mood! BULLSHIT..... he said I don't have time for all these immaturities.... I must admit....... I did do CRAZY things.....I was too unpredictable..... which could be good and bad at the same time..... I feel like I drove him crazy..... which is part of how it is when you are inexperienced in love and feel like you have fallen in love..... I don't blame him....... he doesn't wanna spend his energy on me, someone who is around for a while and suddenly disappears during exam times..... whatever..... believe it or not I DON'T CARE.
I have given him back to the universe.... or however that works......and am ready to move on and experience something new!
TAA SHAGHAYEGH HAST ZENDEGI BAYAD KARD
It's his birthday tomorrow and I will see him......who knows how I will react.... but right now I'm on top of the world and feel like the fact that he chose not to want to be with me is HIS LOSS BIG TIME
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
I'm back in my comfort zone! YAY
SO THANKFUL...... something happened yesterday that was like a wind that took away all the gray and black clouds that I had on top of my head! IT WAS AMAZING..... This is not to make you jealous but to encourage you to go on
Number one thing that you MUST realize is that NOTHING is EVER as BAD as it SEEMS to be...... absoloutely nothing...... it takes TIME to realize that what seems to have been the worst episode of your life was not really that bad AT ALL..... at the time it seemed like the worst thing..... but now that you look back it was just something that had to happen.. an experience to help you grow....to help you become who you are today..... the key point is to NOT get STOCK... please help yourself move on.... because if you do decide to LET GO GOOD things will COME BACK to you!
It's good to get out of your comfort zone to try new things.... even though it might be very painful because it's just something that you haven't really experienced but you do want to experience it... so you tell yourself YOU HAVE TO GIVE IT A SHOT.... and when you do and it doesn't work out it seems to be the end of the world.... but guess what? It's NOT the END of the world.......it's only the beginning..... it was just a test...... to make you stronger!
I think I've been sad/depressed for the past 2 monthes..... but now I feel like it's over...... and one more thing....... you get rewarded for trying! Isn't that awsome? It's like all those asian movies that have been made where they ask a person to go and fight with the monsters or whatever but they get a big reward after they pass the test......it's just like that!
I must say though..... the sad part of it all is that I was kicked out of the love zone for wanting to be madly in love..... he's mature......he thinks I'm moody and he can't deal with my mood! BULLSHIT..... he said I don't have time for all these immaturities.... I must admit....... I did do CRAZY things.....I was too unpredictable..... which could be good and bad at the same time..... I feel like I drove him crazy..... which is part of how it is when you are inexperienced in love and feel like you have fallen in love..... I don't blame him....... he doesn't wanna spend his energy on me, someone who is around for a while and suddenly disappears during exam times..... whatever..... believe it or not I DON'T CARE.
I have given him back to the universe.... or however that works......and am ready to move on and experience something new!
TAA SHAGHAYEGH HAST ZENDEGI BAYAD KARD
It's his birthday tomorrow and I will see him......who knows how I will react.... but right now I'm on top of the world and feel like the fact that he chose not to want to be with me is HIS LOSS BIG TIME
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
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