Me? or the other me?

I was thinking that if you ask 5 different people about who I am they'd probably say 5 different things!

Maybe this is the case with everyone, but I've begun to think how I look in front of different categories of people and I realize I am different with each category which is kind of interesting, weird, and confusing! I'm going to rank them from 1-5, 1 being the "coolest" me and 5 being the "uncoolest" me


1) The familiar - people that I hang out with in large groups of people but who I have actually talked to myself and they think I'm the best! :D

2) Secondary friends - friends that have gotten to know me a little bit but don't know about any details in my life

3) Strangers - these are people that see me interact with others as a very social person but at the same time I seem quiet selfish to them since I don't initiate conversations with them myself

4) Friends - people that I try to hang out on regular basis and I fail to put enough love in the friendship so I screw it up

5) Those that I have a crush on - based on the stories that I've written in this blog we can definately think that they see the worst side of me...... that side of me is needy and annoying! lol so there's no way that I can move this to number 1!!!

My family is an average of these..... they see that I can be either 1 or 5 and they are confused about who I am as much as I am confused about who I am myself!