Highlights of my 2010.....
So what happened in my 2010? Not a whole lot, that's why I thought I should talk about it here... even though it's the first day of the year and I'm still in bed, I think it'll be worth while to finish this before I go and do the many things that I need to do before the end of the day...most of my friends are out of the city that's why my main goal for today is to just clean my apartment ...... oh and get some food caz I have nothing to eat!
I started 2010 by being in love with the guy that I had met at a party at the end of December 2009. However, that didn't last too long because it turned out that he's not that much interested in me (saying "I think you're too good for me" before everything ended.... um yea right.." ..... anyways....then I was super heart broken and decided not to fall in love again because I realized that it's not worth the heart ache!
Then in February, we had the winter olympics game in our city which was a really exciting and unforgettable time......oh and I almost forgot..... I went to LA in February too! Which was my first time on the plane after we'd moved to Canada... amazing eh?
In March I started "going out" with this guy that I realized that I'm not attracted to at the end... but I did have my first kiss with him which is again kind of weird.....but I have nothing to regret.....
In April I had my surgery, felt and still feel beautiful after... my personality changed a little bit again after.... I did get a bit more self confident after..... but I was still chatting...... and met someone online again...... and thought I'd fallen in love with him.... Mr. Dr
here's a post from last year:
"To shabo az man gerefti, to mano daadi be khorshid....
I like my Mr. Dr
He's so nice.........he's funny and he makes me like living :)"
It sounds like I was lost and desperate for love....
It lasted until the end of May...it was crazy..... I learned so much from him..... and I hope he forgives me..... looking back, I can't understand how I ever made the decision to go to Bermuda with him... and I lost a friend over it....
In June I stopped talking to my best friends because I all the stupid decisions that I make and my stupidity in general.....and started talking to VJ......and met my new friends..... I'm still so happy and thankful to have met them......
Looking back at my posts from last year, it seems like July was all about Mr. VJ (not a highlight of 2010) ......and so was August......and so was september and October.......
Back to the highlights....
in June, as I said before, I met my lovely friends and even though I only knew them for such a short time, I really did love them all....that was a big change for me..... I moved from having 1 best friend to having many good friends... which was amazing..... god knows how thankful I am for that
in July I hung out with them some more.....
in August I moved here to start my Masters..... the first few weeks were amazing......
School started in September..... tried hanging out with non persians only.... cried over him for hours......
In October I met him..... and got over him..... this was a BIG CHANGE in my life.....to finally move on..... I can say I moved on after meeting him ...and I'm still moving on....
In November I met my new guy....... whom I like a lot.......
In December I had my exams and went back home for a visit......
and now I'm back here....thinking about making a new year's resolution!
not sure what to put on the list.......
but at the moment I still feel depressed......maybe I feel a little bit better after realizing how much I have accomplished..... but there's still so much to do and so little time to do it .....
I started 2010 by being in love with the guy that I had met at a party at the end of December 2009. However, that didn't last too long because it turned out that he's not that much interested in me (saying "I think you're too good for me" before everything ended.... um yea right.." ..... anyways....then I was super heart broken and decided not to fall in love again because I realized that it's not worth the heart ache!
Then in February, we had the winter olympics game in our city which was a really exciting and unforgettable time......oh and I almost forgot..... I went to LA in February too! Which was my first time on the plane after we'd moved to Canada... amazing eh?
In March I started "going out" with this guy that I realized that I'm not attracted to at the end... but I did have my first kiss with him which is again kind of weird.....but I have nothing to regret.....
In April I had my surgery, felt and still feel beautiful after... my personality changed a little bit again after.... I did get a bit more self confident after..... but I was still chatting...... and met someone online again...... and thought I'd fallen in love with him.... Mr. Dr
here's a post from last year:
"To shabo az man gerefti, to mano daadi be khorshid....
I like my Mr. Dr
He's so nice.........he's funny and he makes me like living :)"
It sounds like I was lost and desperate for love....
It lasted until the end of May...it was crazy..... I learned so much from him..... and I hope he forgives me..... looking back, I can't understand how I ever made the decision to go to Bermuda with him... and I lost a friend over it....
In June I stopped talking to my best friends because I all the stupid decisions that I make and my stupidity in general.....and started talking to VJ......and met my new friends..... I'm still so happy and thankful to have met them......
Looking back at my posts from last year, it seems like July was all about Mr. VJ (not a highlight of 2010) ......and so was August......and so was september and October.......
Back to the highlights....
in June, as I said before, I met my lovely friends and even though I only knew them for such a short time, I really did love them all....that was a big change for me..... I moved from having 1 best friend to having many good friends... which was amazing..... god knows how thankful I am for that
in July I hung out with them some more.....
in August I moved here to start my Masters..... the first few weeks were amazing......
School started in September..... tried hanging out with non persians only.... cried over him for hours......
In October I met him..... and got over him..... this was a BIG CHANGE in my life.....to finally move on..... I can say I moved on after meeting him ...and I'm still moving on....
In November I met my new guy....... whom I like a lot.......
In December I had my exams and went back home for a visit......
and now I'm back here....thinking about making a new year's resolution!
not sure what to put on the list.......
but at the moment I still feel depressed......maybe I feel a little bit better after realizing how much I have accomplished..... but there's still so much to do and so little time to do it .....
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