Fine I know what I did was wrong....

I never said what I did was right
There's no way to justify it
I was busy with school
Can't talk to people during exams
That's how it is
That's how I am
That's who I am

Can I change this? I've tried many times...... but I haven't yet

Did I really try? I panick so much that I sometimes don't know what to do..... the only thing I can think about is my future........

But that's not my goal..... I came here to change as a person...... I failed the first round...... let's see what the second round has in store for me.....