A breakthrough!

First of all I haven't felt this tired in such a long time.....combination of lack of sleep + the cold weather made me feel like going to bed at 8 but I don't wanna screw my sleeping pattern so I'm going to bed soon at around 10......

I'm slowly letting go of the thought of being with this new guy.... I mean I've kinda almost completely forgotten about it......specially after my message to him last night...... he completely ignored me...... which is good.......the hardest part of letting go of someone is being unsure about their feelings for you... you keep wondering if your attempt to make things right will actually make things right.... because you don't wanna let go without trying right? So that process is painfull .... like super painful because you are in a way letting go of your stubbornness and trying to be as nice as possible.....but when that doesn't help you know you've for sure lost your chance...... too bad so sad.... the good thing is that life does go on.....with or without him in it!

Life's good again..........

They had high expectations......they are different.....doesn't mean that everybody else will be the same (in delkhoshie alakieh? I don't think so!)

Alaf bayad be dahaneh bozi khoshmazeh basheh ;)