Scared......

As I look at the textbooks that I need to read for next term, I get more and more scared.....I feel like they are written in some kind of foreign language.... no more math to help me survive.. no idea how I will do ALL that!

Thinking about how hard it will be to really "balance" my life....
Don't know what's gonna happen....what am I doing there? Why am I here?

Birthday approaching.....quarter of a century........should be enough....

~sigh~

Taa koja bayad david?