One last thing before I go to bed.......

Sometimes I feel like I'm really crazy..... what if I am? Is there something wrong with being crazy?

You know the new guy.....whom I like very much..... ok....... so I'd told him to not msg me caz I have exams and I get distracted by him (which is so true! like if I talk to him I won't be able to concentrate on my studies after)..... now that he hasn't msged me I feel so bad :( ..... I keep looking at my cellphone to see if he's msged me but nothing! nada!!! but the other thing is that when I see his msg I do get really happy and excited but at the same time sometimes I don't want to answer him...... why is that? am I crazy? or is this normal? I'm confused!