So thankful......

Khodaayaa shokret be khaatereh hameh chi

I had a lot of fun last night........ one of the best nights ever..... I have been happy for a while now...... trying hard to keep the balance......trying really hard....... making almost every decision concsioucly..... thinking about the balance...... because that's the priority..... I know that and I will remember that

I was thinking about someone today........but then stopped myself from thinking about him...... knowing that I should leave him in the past....... concsiously making the decision to not message him......even though he's got a new job and I want to congratulate him........wanting to message him more because for some reason I think he's alone since his best friends aren't talking to him anymore....... and his grandpa passed away.....so I was really genuinely happy about the fact that he's got the new job....... I wonder if he's moving to Toronto? I guess I will find out soon...... not that I care that much........because I don't....... u will never know what I mean.......because you are not me........and you have no idea what I think or how I feel ......so don't judge.......... let me be me....... I like being me....... :)