Mersi khoda joonam :)

Emrooz sob ke bidar shodam haalam kheyli gerefteh bood
Nemidoonam kollan narahat boodam ke chera enghad nemitoonam tasmim begiram ..... I ask for something and when I get it I get confused and dont know what to do with it....... they are nice people....... but I think I should not hang out with them because they're first of all younger than me.....second of all, and most importantly, I don't want them to get attached to me......

But I don't get itTTTTTTTTTTTTTt........why people show interest in someone that doesn't like them? I really really don't get it!

Actions speak louder than words...... if someone ignores you but when they talk to you they seem all nice don't believe it!!! They talk nicely but if their actions proves otherwise don't believe the words that they say!!!! I sometimes get confused too but that's how it is.... believe me!

I was thinkin of the movie "A beautiful mind" ...... you know how crowe is all f'ed up but his wife stands beside him and helps him get better? That's what love is...........it's crazy......and it's scary... but it really might get to that point!!

What's my point? I'm just saying.......sometimes it's really hard to explain why you feel the way you do....... I have to think about it after my midterm.......

For now, I'm kind of at peace.......btw I feel better than I did this morning because HE called me.....I know what your thinking........ ok ok ........I'm gonna go :D

BYE

Ok I'll say something else.......like at this point I like him....... but I understand his actions too...... he has a gf........and I'm ok with that........ I'm slowly beginning to not over react....... and I'm at peace.......thank you god!