Still trying to move on.....

It's really hard when someone that you like breaks your heart....... it's hard when they do something so unpredictable that makes you question everything that you have always believed in...... it's hard to make yourself believe that everything that you feel for them has to go away because they are in a way dangerous because they can drag you down while they're still in a state of confusion about their own life

Translation: I have a hard time getting over this..... 1) As you all know I like him a lot 2) He decided to ignore me for a whole month..... before that he decided to ignore my letter and the blog I had made for him

Conclusion: Having a hard time convincing myself that he really doesn't care. Even though he always says that he does...... he says that he cares..... he says that our friendship means something to him........ but his actions have proved otherwise....... and I have to get that in my head......... I think I should start repeating it to my self "VJ doesn't care about me. VJ is in love with someone else. It's dangerous to get close to VJ. It's better to avoid him than to meet him."

My dillema is this: say I go there. Say I meet him. Knowing that he's dangerous and has the potential to show care and suddenly stop what should I do to prevent myself from getting hurt?

That is the question. I'm scared of him.......