My stupid hand is still shaking.....

So annoying........

The funniest part is the fact that I cried like a baby..... I NEVER cry!!!!!!!!! I like the fact that he bring out my sensitive side out...... it's good to feel something more than indifferent...... for that I have to thank him

You know how I always say I feel indifferent about everything and how nothing makes me happy or unhappy.

Well, he makes me happy and unhappy. Which is nice......... which is different........ I hope I can find someone in real life that can do that to me! And I hope this person can be mine......