Is it time for me to start stressing out yet?

So I'm moving to another city, all by myself, in about a month and a half....... starting a new life...... for some reason it seems like I still can't believe it!

At the moment, I don't feel good or bad......... feels like I'm holding back all my feelings .....

He hans't really contacted me or anything ..... I think he's gone back to his x.... which is fine....

I'm waiting to hear back from the lady (who is hopefully a real person) who's supposed to send me pix of her apartment, the place that I'm gonna be staying at for the first 12 days......

I'm registering for my courses on Tuesday......... after that it might start feeling more real.....

I'm trying really hard to figure out how to make a life that can have both school and life in it..... but for now I'm not sure about what's gonna happen......

I think this is a dream come true...... I have the opportunity to start a new life...... I better make it work!