I'm gonna mark today as one of the better days of my life...

1) I was able to get a student loan
2) The $70 fee for unreturned borrowed books from the library got waved.....
3) VJ called!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I msged him to ask if he really called and he said he just wanted to give me an explanation for what happened..... and I said save ur breath I already know that ur back with ur gf but the fact that u didnt reply after me sending so many msgs to u was so childish and unfair and I would only do that to someone that I dont give a f about... and he replied asking if Im really that upset and I said yes, I am! Then he called.......then we talked ...... I dont even know why I picked up the phone.... but I did....... am I that desperate to have someone over there? I told him I'd forgive him.....

It's exacly as I'd seen it in my dreams......... I always saw him from a distance...... and we just looked at each other or walked passed eachother and smiled...... or I was always hiding and looking at him from distance......... and that's turned into reality..... I'll see him but he has a gf

My freaking hand started shaking after I saw his missed call on my cell....... I was like wtf!!!!

Anyways...... I really dont know what to think..........