And all this time I was wrong?

I was always happy for being the last kid in the family caz I got the most attention and learned from other''s mistakes........ but now that I think about it I realize that I was loved....... and I was spoiled....... maybe it's better to have been the first child......that way you'll learn how to love caz u have younger brothers and sisters that u are responsible for and it must be a good feeling to care.........

Update of my life: I feel so lost these days...... can't even believe I'm leaving in 1 month....I'm nervous.... and I feel empty.....

I feel like I want a bf........ hahaha.......weird huh? someone tall, muscular, manly, and mature that can take care of me and spoil me .......... :D ....... whatever

I'll keep living my boring life.......

GOOD NIGHT