To be brutally honest......

I'm sometimes vaguely brutally honest....... which is way better than being straight brutally honest!

"Vaay azizam.........cheghad delam barat tang shodeh..... key bebinamet?"

The reply would be something like this: "Why don't you just cut the crap? You don't even know me that well. How can you miss me? Get a life!"

But of course........ I just don't reply and hope that they get the point.......

I've never wanted to hang out with anyone maybe because of that reason........ people are way too self consumed....only concentrating on themselves... mostly thinking about how they can get a gf/bf etc......those married thinking about how to raise kids/make their marriages work........those in school thinking about how to pass their courses......... those less fortunate thinking about how to make ends meet...

So who is gonna help THEM? Those that have no one to go to for help...... those who don't live in a land full of opportunities......... those who are dependent on someone to take care of them and will do anything to survive...... who is thinking about them? I want to be one of those people who thinks about them!

another example:


"OMG ..... cheghad kafshat ghashangan............az koja kharidi?"

And as i'm typing this I'm laughing caz I just remembered that I sometimes do the same thing myself.........the difference being the fact that I'm only pretending like I care....... in reality I don't give a rat's ass.........

But some people are really into buying expensive stuff and showing off!

The only thing I can think about is all the poor people out there............. if all the richies are only thinking about themselves and who dresses better than the other then who is gonna help the poor?

I shall make a change.........I am trying.........trying to think about them and not just me....

Trying to see the world as one and figure out a way to help the rest of me and not just what others know as me!

Maybe I'm not trying hard enough......