The secret.......

I love this guy to death....... or so I think.......... but at the same time I've promised myself not to let him find out!

I mean I'm confused about my feelings ........ I used to be in love with him and I kinda still am...

But he makes me confused....... he used to and he still does...........and it seems like he's only been seperated from his gf for about 2 months.......... so I definately don wanna be his rebound...... like I was last time.......

I should be his friend.......

Thinking about him makes me happy.......... hearing his name puts a smile on my face.......

Maybe we should just be friends....... no we can't ........ I've already discussed this w u before

I'll call him tomorrow to see how he's doing! :)