I've lost it........

In a sense I really have.......... I turned off my computer and then turned it back on to log on FB and delete him............. and then decided not to...........

How can I delete someone that I care about so much from my life? I can't ...

No matter how much I get tortured .........

Or maybe I should rething it........

Maybe I will tomorrow......... but when we talk everything's so good..... he's so nice ..... and I fall in love all over again...........