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Ehsaas mikonam digeh beh hich bani bashari ehsaasi nadaaram
Aslan dar kol hich hessi nesbat be hich chiz nadaaram

Shaayad bayad khodaro shokr konam ke hanooz ehsaas mikonam..... agar che in ehsaas faghat ehsaaseh bi ehsaas boodaneh ....... hadde aghal khodam midoonam ke bi ehsaas shodam

Chand vaghte in harfo mizanam? Kheyli vaghte na? Fekr konam kheyli vaghteh

Kheyli EHSAASE badieh vaghti adam hich shogho zoghi nadareh.........vaghti hichki khoshhalesh nemikoneh..........

Hatta kasaai ke yeh zamani rooshoon crush dashtam digeh az hichiam baram kamtaran....... yani 0% am beheshoon ehsasi nadaram....... va in mano mitarsooneh........... in kheyli tarseh bozorgieh

Hattaa az joda shodan az behtarin doostamam nemitarsam......... ehsaas mikonam ke ageh az ham joda shim va ba ham harf nazanim man hichim nemisheh..........delamam barash tang nemisheh.......... in kheyli badeh......... kheyli............baraayeh khodesh yeh joor faajeast............chetor yeki mitooneh enghadr sangdel baasheh? Man ino nemifahmam......... nemifahmam ke chera hich hessi nesbat be hich kas nadaram

Makhsoosan az vaghti ba in aghayeh jadid ashna shodam........... hamoon ke bara avvalin bar boosesh kardam.............az vaghti ba oon ashna shodam badtar shodam........... shayad kasai ke ghablan azashoon khosham mioomade be garde paasham nemiresan.......... emrooz mikhastam bahash harf bezanam.......chand bar raftam online............ yek bar oon ham online bood..........vali bahash harf nazadam..........vaghti yaadam oftad ke 0% am ehsas barash nadashtam tarsidam....... ba inke yekam delam barash tang shodeh..........vali vaghean vaghti bahash boodam hich hessi barash nadashtam.........boodo naboodesh baram farghi nadasht.........

Man ghablan ehsaas dashtam...........ghablan doost daashtano tajrobeh kardam...........ghablan hayajaani shodano tajrobeh kardam..........chetor mitoonam beh khodam beghabooloonam ba yeki ke kheyli perfecteh biroon beram ba inkeh hich shooro shoghi dar man be vojood nemiare? Nemitoonam............. na nemitoonam

Kaar ha va harf haai ke mizad kheyli romantic bood..........daghighan hamoon chizai bood ke man mikhastam......... ya fekr mikardam mikhastam......... nemifahmam chish bood keh enghad be delam nashest? Chera enghad be nazaram bad oomad ba inkeh enghadr khoob bood?