Man begoo chi kaar konam in hameh bi kasio?

I think I know what my problem is.........

My problem is this: I'm so very unhappy with who I am as of today.......... I'm very pleased with myself for having learned how to handle my emotions (to the point that I've lost them all, now I don't get embaressed about anything, I don't love..........basically I don't feel.........)

I'm hoping to become a cooler person......... I want to become a successful business woman! That's my goal........ to become something...........right now I'm a nobody............ I want to be a somebody...........

I tried explaining to my mom about the guy.......and how I liked his friend at the beginning.......and how I lost my interest in both of them............and all she had to say about it was: "Hm. I see"

There's no one that can help me but myself ........and I will do that..........I won't let myself down.......