Closure.....
I think I'm not confused anymore.....I've decided not to talk to him ever again.......
Here's a summary of what happened
1st time: I went out with him, his friend, and my "friend" ...... I knew there's a possibility that he might like me.......so when we went out I was trying to focus on him and get myself to like him ..... and even though it was not love at first sight or anything I thought he's a nice guy... so I decided that I will consider liking him if he decides to ask me out or go out
2nd time: He called me 3 days after our first meeting.... I didn't pick up and msged him....... msged him again the next day and asked if he wants to go out as a group the next day (Friday night) ......and in the end we decided that it's gonna be me, my "best friend", him, and his best friend...............we planned to take the bus together from UBC........ I found his friend very cute..... he made me laugh on the bus........he was very engaging, energetic, and funny.........in my opinion he liked me.......... by the end of the night I'd decided that I've fallen in love with him........and all of a sudden my friend said that he's told her he's interested in her........... my confusion began..........
3rd time: He called on the weekend..........we decided to go out for coffee on Monday.........then decided to go out for dinner not just coffee............ we went out on Monday.......... we kissed....... it was nice......... I had no special feelings for him....... I msged him when I got home........ he didn't respond until the next day at 6:00........but by 12:00 p.m. I'd decided that I don't like him because he hasn't even bothered replying to my msg..........and since I'm used to being rejected by guys I was like whatever, it was just a nice experience........... but then he called at 6:00 .......and I decided to talk to him ...... I told him about my frustration.........he apologized and asked why I hadnt called him so we could meet after work! I was like "well ur the one that was suppose to respond to my last night's msg.........".........he said he will call me again at the end of the night and that we should meet up the next day
4th time: We met up on Wednesday........... we went to this place.......... he said we should drink and I said know........we kissed........ just a bit........ but it was awkward......at the end of the date I realized I have no feelings for him.........
5th time: I had msged him on Friday morning to tell him I dont want to see him....... he insisted that we should........ so we went out......I told him I need a few days to think about how I feel....... he said ok...... i said bye to him.............still confused about why I wasnt feeling anything for him.......
6th time: We had decided to go to the movies and dinner with my best friend and his....... we did....... I found it awkward caz I didn't want to think about his friend caz he was interested in my friend........ but at the same time I had no feelings for my guy........ by the end of the night we drank........kissed.......... the next day I msged him and said I need a few days ......... he said ok
7th time: Charshanbe soori........ I msged him to see if he's there just because I thought it would be so awkward if we're both here and dont see each other........ he picked up......... we randomly ran into each other....... decided to go for dinner with my best friend and his and a few other people.......... he told me he had decided to forget about me but after me msging him he got confused.......and he told me he likes me........... my friend still sitting next to his friend......... I wasn't even trying to not like his friend.........I had no feelings for his friend......... I didn't dare let myself even go there..........
8th time: we talked on the phone on wednesday........... I msged him on friday to ask if he's going to the party and he said yes........ we saw each other there.........after dancing with him for a while I still couldnt feel anything..........we went out and kissed once........... but at the end of the night I told him that I've made up my mind and don't ever want to see him again
I just msged him a few days ago and talked for a bit....... he's fine........I'm happy .......... I shall move on with my life.......... and let's just leave it at that caz I'm very sleepy now
Here's a summary of what happened
1st time: I went out with him, his friend, and my "friend" ...... I knew there's a possibility that he might like me.......so when we went out I was trying to focus on him and get myself to like him ..... and even though it was not love at first sight or anything I thought he's a nice guy... so I decided that I will consider liking him if he decides to ask me out or go out
2nd time: He called me 3 days after our first meeting.... I didn't pick up and msged him....... msged him again the next day and asked if he wants to go out as a group the next day (Friday night) ......and in the end we decided that it's gonna be me, my "best friend", him, and his best friend...............we planned to take the bus together from UBC........ I found his friend very cute..... he made me laugh on the bus........he was very engaging, energetic, and funny.........in my opinion he liked me.......... by the end of the night I'd decided that I've fallen in love with him........and all of a sudden my friend said that he's told her he's interested in her........... my confusion began..........
3rd time: He called on the weekend..........we decided to go out for coffee on Monday.........then decided to go out for dinner not just coffee............ we went out on Monday.......... we kissed....... it was nice......... I had no special feelings for him....... I msged him when I got home........ he didn't respond until the next day at 6:00........but by 12:00 p.m. I'd decided that I don't like him because he hasn't even bothered replying to my msg..........and since I'm used to being rejected by guys I was like whatever, it was just a nice experience........... but then he called at 6:00 .......and I decided to talk to him ...... I told him about my frustration.........he apologized and asked why I hadnt called him so we could meet after work! I was like "well ur the one that was suppose to respond to my last night's msg.........".........he said he will call me again at the end of the night and that we should meet up the next day
4th time: We met up on Wednesday........... we went to this place.......... he said we should drink and I said know........we kissed........ just a bit........ but it was awkward......at the end of the date I realized I have no feelings for him.........
5th time: I had msged him on Friday morning to tell him I dont want to see him....... he insisted that we should........ so we went out......I told him I need a few days to think about how I feel....... he said ok...... i said bye to him.............still confused about why I wasnt feeling anything for him.......
6th time: We had decided to go to the movies and dinner with my best friend and his....... we did....... I found it awkward caz I didn't want to think about his friend caz he was interested in my friend........ but at the same time I had no feelings for my guy........ by the end of the night we drank........kissed.......... the next day I msged him and said I need a few days ......... he said ok
7th time: Charshanbe soori........ I msged him to see if he's there just because I thought it would be so awkward if we're both here and dont see each other........ he picked up......... we randomly ran into each other....... decided to go for dinner with my best friend and his and a few other people.......... he told me he had decided to forget about me but after me msging him he got confused.......and he told me he likes me........... my friend still sitting next to his friend......... I wasn't even trying to not like his friend.........I had no feelings for his friend......... I didn't dare let myself even go there..........
8th time: we talked on the phone on wednesday........... I msged him on friday to ask if he's going to the party and he said yes........ we saw each other there.........after dancing with him for a while I still couldnt feel anything..........we went out and kissed once........... but at the end of the night I told him that I've made up my mind and don't ever want to see him again
I just msged him a few days ago and talked for a bit....... he's fine........I'm happy .......... I shall move on with my life.......... and let's just leave it at that caz I'm very sleepy now
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