Shaing tonight with you while I'm still drunk.......

I'm about to fall sleep but I'm gonna write this here so I'll know exaclty how I felt after coming back home after seeing the boys

What do u call someone that you like so much caz he makes you laugh and is good looking and has a nice voice but u know u dont want him as a boyfriend?

This giy's friend is re firends sop ally cute and cool but I think that he's not my type

Anyways ....... the point is that they asked a few questions after we supposidly got drunk........questions like have u ever wanted to kiss a guy even when u had a bf alreasdy or have u wanted to have sx with a guy ..... things like that ............. and I answered NO .......... and they were like " the way u ansewr these questions make u sound like you are virgin mary" ........ which I am........and it definately did not sound like a compliment .........they were like "we wonder why u even drank the beer".............. and they made me pay for the "pitch" of beer that they were supposedly wanted to pay for.......... i mean they shared the cost.........which is fine............. but I'm just upset about how they made fun of me ........and thought that I was lying to them......

Anyways............ I had fun............... it was a good experience........... but it made me feel bad about who i am...........

I honestly cant say that I'm into HIM......... he's a nice guy..........educated...........polite............. all the good things that I like.............. but I just did nt kinda like how he made me feel......

good night

tomorrow will eb a new day :)