I finally said it..........

I told him that we're not right for each other and we should go our seperate ways ......... that was last night............ after dancing with him in a party and realizing that I have absoloutely no feelings for him ....... I was even interested in some other guys that were around .... 1-2 guys

Anyways....... I'm sick now......... like actually sick........ I've got a cold and can't use any kind of drugs to help myself feel better caz I have my nose surgery in less than 2 weeks and they've said that I shouldnt even have any vitamins from 2 weeks prior to the surgery.. which is sad...........being sick really sucks..........

I'm not surprised that I got sick........... I hadn't slept well for a few nights and everytime I do that I get sick


BTW today was persian's new year......... my new year resolution is to never stay up for too long and get enough rest so I won't ever get sick