Happy as a rabit :D

Did u notice my spelling mistakes on the last post? I cant even understand some parts of it! It's funny........ I kept falling sleep as I was typing it .........

I just wanted to update you again on my situation since I'm sure u're dying to know all the details step by step ..... lol .......

I went to my bro's place today....... did I tell u he moved out? Well he did at the beginning of this month so it's just me and my parents now! Which is kinda nice .......... and at around 4 HE called me but I didnt pick up (this time i really didnt hear it) .........and then msged him saying that I'm at my bro's and can't talk .......... then we went to my sis ........... and just came back an hour ago......... called him 15 min ago.......... he said he's going to some chick's party but this time he's not gonna drink caz he can't sleep well at night when he does........ and i said ..... yea try not to.... and then he said we should go for coffee on monday........+ I'll call u tomorrow..........and I said ok ...... have fun tonight ....... bye

So that's where we are now........ I can't describe how I feel about him..... I'm kinda excited about him........ but I can't say that I miss him every minute and think about him every minute........ I'm just taking it very easy......... I think my thought process is something like this:

1) He's tall, he is 4 shoulders (4 shoonas) (fit)

2) He's a nice guy...... he likes me

3) He's well educated and comes from a good family

4) He's not too flirty ...... which is a good thing..... makes me not run away

5) I'm not sure if my level of education, my family would be acceptable to him (farther down the road ...... not hearing the wedding bells yet lol)

It's interesting how I feel about him........ I think there's a lot of potential for growth........ I guess I can say that the foundation is there........ I'm not in love with him or anything which is such a good thing caz it means that if he leaves sometime in the near future I won't be hurt........

Or maybe my feelings for him are not there yet because I find that we are very different family wise and educational wise ...... so I do not ever want to even consider getting dumped by someone who I KNEW was not at my level to begin with........

Taa bebinim che mishavad...

THE WALLS ARE VERY UP HIGH....... LETS SEE IF HE CHOOSES TO BREAK THEM DOWN

I'm a very logical person....... I only start having feelings for those that I consider being at my level......... I'm not like those crazy people that go after some people that are wayyy cooler than them....... I'm very proud of me for being so smart and confident and logical even though I've never been in a relationship! :)