Stronger heart.....

After crying yesterday I felt so much better ..... I was still sad but not as sad as I was before........... then P called me and I told her about how he hasnt msged me........ and she asked me to call him......... she said I shouldnt make any assumptions caz I donnow him that well ........... and she said he wouldve never asked you out if he wasnt interested........ maybe he just doesnt know how to make the next move etc......... so I told her FINE even though he hasnt called me for 3 days I'll give him a call.......... after hanging up I thought about it and realized that my heart was at peace with the whole situation hence I shouldnt start a new fire ........ I just invited him on FB to my birthday next week........ and I was happy with the decision I'd made.......

Then I went to pick up my mom and bro from West van...... on our way back we went to Tim Hortons and I told my brother about the whole thing...... and he said maybe u should message him and tell him something that doesnt require a response........ so I thought about it and send him a msg saying something about the weather + happy new year..........

And he msged me back about an hour after saying Happy new year...... 4 minutes later another msg saying "I'll call you when I get back from my trip"

The truth is that my heart is at peace........ regardless of what happens next I'm happy..... believe it or not I am...... which is really weird caz I thought this would last for a while ....... but it didn't ......... so THANK YOU GOD :*