Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

@ Peace.....for now........

24 years........ that's a lot of years that've passed by don't you think?

1) He called me on Sunday night..... apparently he's coming to my birthday party on sunday night........ believe it or not I'm so at peace with myself that I'm gonna be 100% ok if he doesnt come........ i'm gonna be ok if he doesn't call......... I've been dissapointed once ...... I don't think it's possible to be dissapointed and heart broken twice..... my sister said it's possible but I don't think so.....

2) I've kinda blocked my thoughts and haven't let them think about anything family related.......... if I were to actually sit down and deeply think about it I might cry a river........so the best way to deal with it is to entirely avoid it!

3) Capricorns ~ maa ze baalaayimo baalaa miravim
As a capricorn I have to constantly grow and climb up the mountains ...... that's the only way I can survive....... I have been on a steady road for the past few monthes......and even though it's been nice, I don't want to be stock in this forever...... I have to think about a way to release myself........

4) 3 more weeks........ that's all I have to finish my interest letter if I wanna apply......... I want to apply ...... I have to apply....... I will try

24 years and.............

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