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Aadamo beh yeh pointi miresoonan ke aadam haalesh az tarafo situationo khodesh beh ham mikhoreh......... like seriously ........... I feel like throwing up!
this is probably the letter that I will probably never send to A
Dear A,
Faghat mikhaastam azat tashakkor konam keh mesleh KHEYLI az pesaraayeh digeh alaki mano lead on nakardi...... adam kheyli raahat tar mitooneh kasio ke behesh dar moredeh ehsasatesh harf nazadeh kenaar bezaareh o faraamoosh koneh ........va az inkeh khodaa toro sareh raaheh man gozaasht kheyli khoshhalam chon behem komak kard ke yeh nafaro ke ghesmati az gozashteye man bood kaamelan kenaar bezaaram........ harki beh yeh dalili too zendegieh adam miaad inam dalileh ashnaieh man ba to bood......... omidvaram hamisheh movaffagh baashi
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and that's why I feel like throwing up.......... like wtf........ I write this and I feel like I should send it to him caz I'm weird like that........ I want people to know about the good things that they do in this world so they will continue doing it..... I like to encourage them....... but at the same time I want to still just wait and see what happens........ and for that I dislike myself...... I dislike myself for waiting for something that's probably not gonna happen ....... so maybe I should put a closure to this...... I do feel like I'm in the gray area again...... I need to be in the black or white area not the gray!! so maybe I will msg him and talk to him about this whole thing ....... maybe i will say something like this
salaam ......... khoobi? mersi ke aslan in weekend zang nazadi.....I hope u had a nice weekend and I hope u enjoy the rest of this week ...... good night
there........ i sent it
he said he just wants to be friends....... it's not u ....... it's me.........voila!
back to the title of this post
so far I've beeen trying to run 2-3 times a week....... I hope to increase that in the future...... and I have to make some other positive changes in my life which I can't really talk about right now caz I'm kinda thinking of what he said etc.
So I will probably make another post in the next few days with the same title
this is probably the letter that I will probably never send to A
Dear A,
Faghat mikhaastam azat tashakkor konam keh mesleh KHEYLI az pesaraayeh digeh alaki mano lead on nakardi...... adam kheyli raahat tar mitooneh kasio ke behesh dar moredeh ehsasatesh harf nazadeh kenaar bezaareh o faraamoosh koneh ........va az inkeh khodaa toro sareh raaheh man gozaasht kheyli khoshhalam chon behem komak kard ke yeh nafaro ke ghesmati az gozashteye man bood kaamelan kenaar bezaaram........ harki beh yeh dalili too zendegieh adam miaad inam dalileh ashnaieh man ba to bood......... omidvaram hamisheh movaffagh baashi
......................................
and that's why I feel like throwing up.......... like wtf........ I write this and I feel like I should send it to him caz I'm weird like that........ I want people to know about the good things that they do in this world so they will continue doing it..... I like to encourage them....... but at the same time I want to still just wait and see what happens........ and for that I dislike myself...... I dislike myself for waiting for something that's probably not gonna happen ....... so maybe I should put a closure to this...... I do feel like I'm in the gray area again...... I need to be in the black or white area not the gray!! so maybe I will msg him and talk to him about this whole thing ....... maybe i will say something like this
salaam ......... khoobi? mersi ke aslan in weekend zang nazadi.....I hope u had a nice weekend and I hope u enjoy the rest of this week ...... good night
there........ i sent it
he said he just wants to be friends....... it's not u ....... it's me.........voila!
back to the title of this post
so far I've beeen trying to run 2-3 times a week....... I hope to increase that in the future...... and I have to make some other positive changes in my life which I can't really talk about right now caz I'm kinda thinking of what he said etc.
So I will probably make another post in the next few days with the same title
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