Life is gr8

Despite the fact that I just heard a conversation that has probably marked the beginning of a storm........and despite the fact that it's been raining like crazy and will be raining for probably the next few weeks....... I have managed to contain some peace inside me....... I have convinced myself to be OK with a lot of things and I really am OK with everything...... nothing upsets me....... is that good or bad?

I just read somewhere a quote that said something about your happiness being equal to the quality of your thoughts...... don't ask me what I've thought..... but whatever it was it's turned me into feeling the way I do now.......

Maybe just maybe it's because of my new experience that has lead me into almost completely letting go of the "VJ" idea..... and I think even if he doesnt call me or come to my birthday I will still appreciate his short time presence in my life...... some people come into your life for a reason and then leave......... and maybe he was meant to come for that reason and not a season or a life time.......

So over all I'm :) unless the many worries that I have suddenly kick in...... but they haven't yet .........so that's why I can truely say that I'm :) ...... (Can your happiness be somehow related to your depression..... caz I see some symptoms ....... which are confusing...... but anyways...... I g2g ..... Ciao!)