I think the anticipation for an event to happen is better than the event itself....

That's what I realized today.........for a while now I'd been looking forward to my BD party becaz HE was coming....... but now that the day arrived and the partys over the only thing that remains with me is the question of weather or not he likes me..... hmmm.....

I was gonna HMMM and think about it all night but then I decided not to caz it's not worth it........ so we'll see what happens ....... I can't be someone that I'm not .......